Friday, June 11, 2004
Looking back at my life and the way things have been I consider myself lucky. The things that have happened to me moving three times before graduating High School, being a social outcast for a good portion of my life, my parents divorcing and having a good portion of the kids in my class harassing me, threatening to beat me up and having more than my fair share of girls playing with my emotions (or trying to I was way too smart for that crap). A school shooting in the seventh grade also left a mark on me (I am thankful that I have God in my life and have been able to cope with those events as well as others). Admist of these events and others I have kept my sanity while others in my family have seemed to have lost it. Now as I moving to a new town, new job, a new life I see it as closing a chapter in the book of my life and starting a completely new one. I am used to being physically by myself all the time my family lives semi- far away to far away. Will I find the love of my life? Will I finally start to settle somewhere? Only the Good Lord knows for sure but whatever happens I am trusting him to guide me every step of the way.
