Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Sometimes I just have to sit and reflect on whats been going on in my life. First of all I am STILL trying to find a job and the searching process sucks big time. Tyring to find employment is like trying to get Paris Hilton to stop being such a publicity hound it is darn near impossible. My Girlfirend has been so unbeliveably patient with me. I cannot even being to state how thankful I am for that and how thankful I am to have her in my life I just wish my parents were as patient about it like she is. School is starting up again in less than 2 weeks and I am excited for I have a full plate lined up with schooling I can't wait it is all fun stuff. I have family up right now and it is cool since I get to see my Neice and Nephew we go do stuff and have a lot of fun but still I can't help but remember what I have got to do like get a job. The whole process of trying to get a job has me at my wits end. Last night had me kind of freaking because for whatever reason I woke up in the middle of the night like something jarred me awake and for some reason I was shaking and a bit scared but thankfully I started to pray and I got to feeling a lot better and eventually got back to sleep only to have to wake up and go take my car to get an oil change so the rest of the day went great. The next week and a half are going to be tough becasue I am waiting on something that really helps me out. The past 2 weeks has kind of stressed me out because my checking account got screwed with and is now in the black and I am trying to fix that. I don't know what to do other than just be here and keep on keeping on more or less. Untill next time Bloggerinos.
